re: Assumptions

Oct. 10th, 2025 10:56 am
merridia: (Every time it rains.)
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Uuuuugh what a waste of a week. I've done fuck all at work, fuck all at home, I'm still coughing, and now I'm cold all the time as well because winter is imminent. The sun is just starting to rise as I head off to work, which means that come Tuesday I will be leaving in pitch darkness once again. I just want to go home, curl up in some blankets, eat noodles, and write some more fic. At least it's a three-day weekend, though I'm sure my family will find some way to make Thanksgiving a stressful nightmare and I'll end up yearning for the relative peace of the office, where salespeople actively try to sell rotting vehicles no matter how many times we tell them that's dumb. WHY ARE YOU REPLACING A CV BOOT AND WINDSHIELD, THIS TRUCK IS NEVER GOING TO GET INSURED TO DRIVE???

when will my old man yaoi return from the war (the beekeeper 2)

14. What Assumptions Do People Make About You?

I dunno, you tell me.

October Movies: Magnolia, Punch-Drunk Love, Roofman, The Smashing Machine, The Fly, Sorcerer, Gladiator

re: Living in Sin

Oct. 6th, 2025 09:04 am
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Another weekend in which I accomplished absolutely nothing around the house is done and gone, back to work! I got all caught up on my Stories, at least (wrestling). The ChocoPro/Mystery Wrestling joint show was a particular delight. Also went to the movies last night (Dwayne finally did a real acting!!), and when I got out of the theatre I had two whole comments on the first piece of fic I've posted in two years, which honestly made my night, so all in all it was a pretty good weekend. Now I've just got to do all of the real stuff that I should have been doing instead. Laundry, and manicures and whatnot.

The temperature fell below zero for the first time this morning, and while the weather forecasts have threatened snow a few times now, it either never manifested or didn't stick around long enough for me to see it, which doesn't count. The last vestiges of the two-week wonder that is fall are clinging on for at least a few more hours, so I'm going to take that as a win.

Feeling a bit of inexplicable anxiety today. Hopefully a Monday Mystery Movie after work will help (and that mom will be feeling up to it this time). I think it's gonna be Roofman?

13. Should Couples Live Together Before Marriage?

lol yes, fucking obviously. Most of the time, they should just skip the last part, too.

October Movies: The Smashing Machine, The Fly, Sorcerer, Gladiator

re: Boredom

Oct. 3rd, 2025 09:03 am
merridia: (I'll have a chocolate choo-choo.)
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A real TGI sort of F today. I STILL haven't watched Dynamite, I just keep getting so sleepy after supper and flaking out. Cannot wait to stop coughing already! Hopefully I can do some catching up on stuff over the weekend, even though 48 hours remains a comically short amount of time in which to do ANYTHING.

Trying to watch more movies again this month.

Also trying not to lose my shit on incompetent salespeople today. Why is it so hard to understand that you can't sell a vehicle if the frame is literally rotted through???

12. How Do You Deal With Boredom?

I just... find something to do? There is always so much to do! Boredom is much less of a problem in my life now than it was in my youth. Sometimes I get into one of those moods where I don't want to do anything, or when I want to do something, but I just... don't? And just sit there and stare at things for a while before I get moving again? But those don't really feel like boredom to me.

October Movies: Sorcerer, Gladiator

re: Organization

Oct. 2nd, 2025 09:47 am
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Tired after a bit of a waste of a night, but it was a waste in which I got to go see Gladiator on the big screen, which was pretty rad. We lost something as a society when we moved fully away from classic movie scores that just sound like movie music. Like, don't get me wrong, I'll go bananas over a Challengers or a Tron: Ares any day, and I'm still thinking about whatever the hell One Battle After Another was doing with its music, but there's really just something to be said for letting somebody like Hans Zimmer go absolutely apeshit with an orchestra and calling it a day, and I feel like we're losing that because it seems old-fashioned. There's room for both in the world!!

Made the plunge and finally bought myself some Dreamwidth paid time after many years. It's... quite expensive, isn't it? Considering I really only missed having more icon options. Still, it's a good service that is worth supporting, in spite of the gut-punch of an exchange rate right now. Now where do I feed pictures of wrestlers and get perfect icons spit back out?

11. How Productive and Organized Are You?

lol

I TRY, OKAY???

October Movies: Gladiator

the all out toronto diaries 2/10

Oct. 1st, 2025 09:52 am
merridia: (He does sleep!)
[personal profile] merridia
Came home last night to the dog's collar sitting sadly on the entrance table. Sad day all around! Apparently the procedure went really well, though, she was happy and calm (after a bit of anxiety in the van) and got to eat lots of garbage that she normally was not allowed to touch. Probably had the best day out of all of us. Today is gloomy and cold and rainy and dark, but it's October, so hopefully the fresh start will do us all well (we lost all of our pets in three of the last four Septembers, yeesh). This is the first time in my entire life that I have not had a pet in the house, which is very odd to think about. We'll get cats again, but not for a little while, I think. Need to just... take a bit of time.

I was sort of a mental mess yesterday; spent most of it inexplicably thinking it was Wednesday, then packed all my shit up and turned off my computer at the end of the day like it was Friday? Then fell asleep at, like, 9pm and slept straight through the night, full of grief pasta. Maybe I was just overtired? Let's go, October!

A short post for the shortest match on the All Out card, REWATCH CONTINUES:

Eddie Kingston vs. Big Bill )

Almost bought $100 worth of cute wrestling merch again but held off because of the postal strike. Then again, I've already got a few things in the wind, what's a bit more??

[493] we are so cool, so normal

Sep. 30th, 2025 09:57 am
merridia: (Believe to my soul.)
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Gonna be a sad sort of day. Said goodbye to Little Bear this morning, because she won't be there when I get home. Looked at a bunch of pictures of her when she was a puppy last night and cried a lot, so hopefully I can keep it together well enough at work.

Yesterday marked one year without my Bub, so mood was already low, and then mom bailed on the Monday mystery movie because she wasn't feeling well, so I just rewatched last week's Dynamite to boost my spirits instead. I do genuinely think it might be one of my favourite episodes ever? Between the old man yaoi, Hangman's cow gear and Lee Moriarty officially taking over as the Pittsburgh local hero (the doctor is OUT), FTR continuing to be some of my favourite heels in the company (saying Beth has a microbrawler head is hilarious I'M SORRY LET WILLOW FIGHT THEM), the women's tag title announcement, Orange's return, and Statlander ending the night with main event Mina and a motherfucking FLAMETHROWER, the whole thing just felt like it was booked for me personally, like a fun little post-PPV present. Very much what I needed.

I need to get my shit together and put together a stockpile of change so that I can start taking the bus and go to the movies on my own; they revamped our terrible transit system after many years so (if it all works as it's supposed to) I can theoretically now just hop on a bus and get all the way across town in about forty minutes, including the transfer. Game changer!

Okay, back to random videos of Edge and Christian playing real small in the corner of my screen while I pretend to be gainfully employed and avoid feelings about anything real:



Album #493/1001: Holger Czukay - Movies )

She was a good dog.

the all out toronto diaries 1/10

Sep. 29th, 2025 10:44 am
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As I've been threatening to do for a week now, I have started watching All Out back, and I WILL be posting through it! Or at least just amassing a bunch of dumb stray thoughts after each match while I'm at work the next day??? My throat feels bad, but I do feel a lot better aside from that and I'm actually getting some work done again, so I've earned it!

Anyway, the show opener was probably the one I will have the most to say about!!!

Adam Copeland & Christian Cage vs. FTR )

P.S.: One Battle After Another is really good and should be seen on the biggest screen you have access to!!!

[492] I had to crucify somebody today

Sep. 28th, 2025 02:55 pm
merridia: (Throw some glitter; make it rain.)
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I am... phlegmy. But feeling a bit better. Better enough to see an almost three-hour long movie tonight, at least! And hopefully do my laundry. And take a bath? And do my nails. THERE ARE NEVER ENOUGH HOURS.

Album #492/1001: Happy Mondays - Pills 'n' Thrills and Bellyaches )

ALL OUT REWATCH BEGINS TONIGHT. I will probably only do a match or two at a time, though, both to savour the memories and because of the aforesaid never enough hours issue.

re: Successes

Sep. 27th, 2025 11:16 pm
merridia: (It's all about flow.)
[personal profile] merridia
And just like that, the weekend is half over? TWO DAYS IS NOT ENOUGH. I WILL NOT STOP BANGING THIS DRUM. Going to also keep trying to update daily, though!

Still coughing a bit, but I managed to rein it in enough to successfully see a local production of The Cottage. It was cute! I also napped a lot, and drank some of the free box of tea that I was randomly gifted back at the Stratford gift shop. I'll drink anything if it's free!

Have ALMOST begun watching the beauty that was All Out back, in that I watched the Zero Hour and Tailgate Brawl pre-shows, and I do need to take a second to call out one moment in particular:

"May I make an analogy? Have you ever made love with someone that you don't really like, but somehow it ignites the fire that makes it better? I think that's where Copeland and Christian are right now. Their dissonance will create a very effective tag team."

RJ CITY REALLY WENT ON THAT ZERO HOUR AND SAID 'CAGE AND COPE ARE HATEFUCKING' WITH HIS WHOLE DAMN CHEST, HUH?? OBVIOUSLY I DON'T DISAGREE, SIR, BUT YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO JUST SAY IT!!!!! SAVE IT FOR AO3 LIKE THE REST OF US!!!!! RJ!!!!!!!!

Okay. Tomorrow I gotta start unfucking my bedroom. And also go see One Battle After Another. Byeeeeee!

10. When Have You Ever Succeeded When You Thought You Might Fail?

I think I got my old man yaoi chair home pretty smoothly, all things considered.

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